Maybe that’s just your way of remembering him, so that he is not forgotten.
So I was talking with my best friend and I was telling her how I’m so happy to have finally moved on and found a guy that really makes me happy and laugh and feel good about myself and such. But it’s weird, because once I’ve finally found another it’s like my brain will not let me forget my past.
Every single night I have dreams and my ex boyfriend is in them. Every. Single. Night.
And I’ve been trying to figure out why this is because I don’t have feelings for him anymore that are outward, at least. So I asked my friend about it, and she said that it’s my minds way of not forgetting him and keeping him in my memory so that he will never be forgotten.
Is it just me, or do I think that that makes complete sense? If I’m not thinking about him during the day or before I fall asleep at night, my mind is telling me things in my dreams, and keeping my memories alive.